::..balik..::

esk balik ktn!
yeay!

::..i was n i will..::

i was being sellfish.
i care only for myself.
to whom this may concern,
i'm so sorry.
i juz realized it and i will change it.
i juz can say sorry.
even u dont mind.
i mind.
and it's time to limit everything now.
it's time.

::..thinking..::

sometimes the best thing to do
is to wrap ur arm around each other
for the last time and let him go
(Gossiop Girl, 2009)

::..7 pages..::

my 7 pages asian lit assignment is still pending.
why?
cz i'm too lazy.
it was due on last wed k.
yes. i know.
i'm late and yet i did nothing.
it's 7 pages!
wat shud i write?
*sigh* (and it's a long one)

::..keliru..::

yep!
keliru..
omputih kate confuse
rite now..
i'm confuse
i'm in d dark..
which path shud i follow?
which way shud i go?
evrything seems so blurry and vague
i'm afraid to know if i'll make the wrong decision.
ye. manusie selalu alpa. slalu lalai.
aku slalu wat slh yg same berulang kali.
n ader di antr keslhn2 itu yg aku regret teramat sgt.
how i wish i cud turn back time.
i'll change evertything and make it beautiful as i want it to be.
tp.
ni lah kehidupan.
ader cantik. ader buruk.
dulu. aku raser aku berlari.
skrg aku tersungkur.
and aku cube tuk bgn smule
tp. aku takut kalo aku jth lg.
smkn aku kenal erti hidup smkn aku matang dlm menilai kehidupan.
ape yg terbaek utk kite x semestinyer terbaek tuk mereka and vice cersa.
org kate blm cube blm tahu.
tp aku tkt kalo aku cube n d result is bad and i'll have no turning point.
aku caye pd ketentuan Dia
aku tau.
mesti ader hikmah kan.
aku hepi dgn kehadiran hamba2 Allah d skeliling aku.
they color my life.
utk mereka yg sentiase dekat d atiku
utk mereka yg sentiase wat aku tersenyum dan tertawe
utk kamu yg mengaja aku erti pengorbanan dan kasih syg
utk kamu yg hadir menceriakan hari2 suramku

aku bersyukur sbb kamu smue ade dlm idup aku
idup ini indah dgn adenyer korg.


buat kamu yg istimewa..
bagilah aku mase tuk menilai kejujuran ati aku..
tp sungguh..
ko sgt istimewa..

ape yg ader dlm ati aku
cume aku yg tau

::..i love u..::

you know that i love u so
i love u enough to let u go..
(aku sgt sdey)